ANGER!

HelLo !
i Havent been blogging for a long time!
Even if we have holiday also no use
still need to go to school most of my hoLs~
so angry wif everyone lah!
the teacher say must go NDP
den my father say dont go
den now i so confused
dunno whether to go or not
my mom is treating me like a robot
asking me to go to work and help her
with this help her wif that
then when they angry they nag
[:(]
Life is like so unfair lor
my mom keep saying dat she ask me to
go to work not because she want to make my
life miserable but because she need help...
even if i go to work also no use
it is not as if i want to work there in the future or wad
and somemore isnt the admin suppose to take care of
these kind of things?
so mad lor!
[AaaaaaaaaaaaaHhhhhhhhhhh]
sorry !
cos like for the past few posts i have been like very
angry or something lke that ...
SORRY!
Aniways ...
i just want to be like others and enjoy life ...
i want to be happy like them ....
[haix...]

Loves~!

Sandwhiched

i am sandwhiched
[if i spelt it correctly]
between NDP and my parents
so stressful ...
dunno wad to do !
if i go NDP i will get scolding and dunno wad punishment
if i dont go NDP , i will get booked for truancy or skipping classes
or something like dat ...
I got booked today already for not bringing thermometer
[so dumb right!]
and it is my first time also in all my life in sec school
[haix ...]

LoVeS

NDP troubles

i made it to Ndp but my parents dont allow
[haix]
i am having so much problems ...
my dad is making things difficult to for me ...
i am having my common test...
cannot concentrate in class ...
all because my parents dont allow me to go NDP
[haix]
i may suffer from depression soon lah ...
so many problems ...
so tired ...
just dunno wad my parents want me to do ...
i wish they would know wad i am thinking about ...
all my mother cares about is her music school ...
keep asking me to stay there to see the wall ....
[waste my time]
my dad is like very scolding these days ...
keep thinking about work, work and work ...
cannot say how i feel ...
even if i say how i feel , they like dont care like that ...
i dont even noe wad to do now ....
HELP!

in the bus...

2day after choir ended, my friend nishta,
[also from choir]
and i went home as we are neighbours.
we took bus 86 ...
in the bus there is this primary school kid who is like
taking over 2 seats .
and he was like slping in a weird manner lying down
when we saw him, we laughed and laughed
[diao]
when we almost reach the bus stop, we passed by the boy again and
he was still slping!
so nishta went over and tried to wake him up...
she stepped on his foot really hard for like around 3-4 times
but den he still did not wake up...
[haix ... wad to do?]
so when we got down ,
we thought he was dead or he fainted or something like dat ...
[diao]
so we went home....
u must be thinking "diao"
but nvr mind
[LoL]
i had a good laugh aniway

LoVeS!

audition in school for NDP

today we had an audition for NDP ...
just ended...
hope i make it ....
[haix]
the conductor looked so unhappy ...
so nervous when dancing also...
wondering if my parents let me go to NDP ...

guess have nothing else to write
byes

school 2day

today, it was quite boring lah... all lesson during school time
[haix]
Yesterday during assembly mrs chan [my principle] ,
announced that our school will be taking part in the
National Day Parade 2007 !
But we must go through auditions in order to make it through ...
[haix]
i really want to make it through leh...
so dat i dont need to stay at home and let my parents nag at me...
but my father also dont allow me to go saying dat
NDP takes up alot of my time...
But i dont care i want to be part of it!
all my parents do is nag at me and always making me sad and
angry...
[haix]

i guess dat have said enough
byes for now

me first post

HelLo ppl !?
haix nvr mind i still very blur wif this blogging thing
trying to change my blog skin but dunno how ...
[haix]
now in sec 3 dunno wad the teachers are talking about and so much hw !
And choir is working to SYF ...
So busy...
[haix]